The Miracle and the Big Me

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This image shows the far side of the moon, illuminated by the sun, as it crosses between the DSCOVR spacecraft’s Earth Polychromatic Imaging Camera (EPIC) camera and telescope, and the Earth – one million miles away.  Credits:  NASA/NOAA

I love looking at this picture of our planet with its satellite in orbit.  I try to imagine how awestruck visitors are upon their first approach to the third planet from this star.  How can such a beautiful place exist?   How amazing the creative force of all that is in this universe?

And then I imagine what it must be like to enter the atmosphere and see firsthand the unimaginable beauty unfolding beneath me as I fly over the surface.

And then to take that first step upon the planet’s surface; to feel the intense physical dimensionality of the wide array of surface textures, and colors, and smells and sounds.  To behold the seemingly infinite variety of life…..

If I close my eyes I can feel that emotion of discovery, the rush of energy flow through me.  I can imagine how empowered I felt seeing the image of the planet and its moon upon arrival; and then how small I feel as I now stand upon the surface.  I feel an intense rush of gratitude.  Yes, that is what overwhelms me as I explore the experience of this new world.  Gratitude.

That is the Big Me.

But then the siren screams past the window and the clock ticks on the wall and the itch demands scratching under my nose and I am drawn back into the smaller me.  The me that so quickly forgets the Big Me in but a split second.  Along with my re-entry into small me come my worries and trials and tribulations; my sense of heaviness and burden; my “reality.”

From up to down my emotions heave, but I have hope.  For at any time I can simply look at this photograph and remember what is really important about this place I call home.  I can understand that I am but an actor on this director-less stage, creating small me with each breath in each scene.

Every time I bring this image of my planet into my mind, into my awareness, I am changing my small me role.  I am enlarging my small me role.  Soon I will be playing Big Me during every scene on this stage.

The Handpan Storyteller - Manifest2015-2
The Handpan Storyteller

As will each one of us.

And when we do, all the bombs and guns and threats and greed and hate and fear will simply cease to exist for us.

That is what is waiting for us on the far side of our moon.

The other perspective.

The Miracle.

 

Take care and seek peace my friends,

Vince

 

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What Is Life?

I am taking a mooc from www.iversity.org entitled Digital Arts. In the first lesson, we were given a question to answer.  What is life?  Here are my thoughts on that.

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What if Art is really just Life, in and of itself?

What if art then masks itself to appear as if it is just a part, or an element, of life?

Why would it do this?  Well, without the mask, most human minds would more than likely collapse under the stress of actually knowing what is real.  Thinking one knows what is real is easier to live with than actually knowing what is real.

Don’t you think?

Or don’t you know?

So as a masked reality, art explains itself and in the process, explains life.

What really makes this interesting (and challenging) is that each individual creates art.  They do this whether they think they do or not; or whether they call it art or not.  And…..

…each individual’s art reflects their own truth about life.

So there are currently, and have been, and will continue to be, infinite truths about art – and of life itself…

…and they are all true.

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So I answered the question this way.

“Art is life; pretending not to be life; while going about the process of understanding and explaining life.”

I just thought it might need some clarification.  ~wink~

"Lemniscate" -Acrylic on Oil on Canvas on Wood - vincegreen111058
“Lemniscate” -Acrylic on Oil on Canvas on Wood – vincegreen111058

Skate around

the lemni scate.

In creases

go deeper in.

Limitless on a

plane of no limit.

Iced in finite

I see.

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Take care and seek peace,

Vince

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We’re All Broken and Stained

I am drawn to the Japanese concept of wabi-sabi:  Where beauty is found in the imperfect nature of a thing*. I find it to be a truth that applies to all things.

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Outside Basement Window -The Cathedral of St John the Baptist, Savannah, GA, US
Outside Basement Window -The Cathedral of St John the Baptist, Savannah, GA, US

I am also attracted to the imagery of stained glass. I love stained glass – even in the daylight. The initial beauty of a whole piece of stained glass art draws me in:  The design, the composition, the multi-colored mosaic, the texture of the lead and the glass together…

But then, upon closer inspection, I see the complexity of the creation itself. The way in which each individual piece of glass is unique. The way in which these smaller shapes and colors must combine in order to define the larger image. And then the way in which these small individual components are actually held together as one by the web of lead that binds them.

Stand close and you have an abstraction. Stand back and the image is revealed.

Close-up of the same piece of stained glass.
Close-up of the same piece of stained glass.

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There is another, second, layer of understanding to a work of stained glass art.

The art form reminds me of the interconnectedness to all of life. To me, each small piece of glass is like each small piece of our planet’s energy. The life energy that includes you and me, him and her, plant life, animals and fish and insects, as well as all the so-called ‘its’ on our planet. ‘Its’ like the dirt and stones, the air and water, the electrical currents, the planet itself and the space around the planet.

In the same way the individual pieces of glass are connected by the web of lead that binds them together, we are all connected by a web of energy. The piece of glass in the upper left-hand corner is connected to the piece of glass in the lower right-hand corner; and without either one of them (or any of the others in between) the picture is incomplete and not whole.

So what then do you call that ‘web of lead’ which binds us all together?

Selection from another panel from the Cathedral of St. John the Baptist, Savannah, GA, US
Selection from another panel from the Cathedral of St. John the Baptist, Savannah, GA, US

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“People are like stained glass windows: they sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light within.” 
~Elizabeth Kubler-Ross

And so another, third, layer of understanding is revealed. There is that which binds the glass pieces together, and there is that which illuminates the whole. One connects, one expresses. Different and yet the same.

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The beauty and perfection of the stained-glass piece of art comes from the very collection of broken and stained pieces from which it is made. Wabi-sabi.

Take care and seek peace my friends,

Vince

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 * The concept of wabi-sabi goes much deeper than this; much deeper than I want to get into now. For the time being, if you would like to learn more visit these sites or snoop around on your own:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wabi-sabi

http://www.utne.com/mind-and-body/wabi-sabi.aspx

http://nobleharbor.com/tea/chado/WhatIsWabi-Sabi.htm

 

It’s Okay. It’s All Okay.

Sometimes there are flashes of energy that zap into your mind out of nowhere and speed through your body down into the hands. This is one such moment…..

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Understanding the forces of nature helps to understand the flow of your everyday life.  For every action there is a reaction. For every up there is a down.  For every light there is a dark.  For every move to the left there is a move to the right.

Everything in the universe is in balance.  There is no right or wrong.  There just Is.  There just Is.  So when a mountain is formed, so is a valley.  When there is a cloudy day on one spot of the planet, there is a sunny day on another.

The key is to understand and accept that for every move there is a complimentary move in another direction.  And although one move may seem to be a “good” move, say – a movement upward, there will be a corollary movement sideways, or even downward, which may seem “bad” to you.

This is not to be seen as a “bad” thing that has happened.  It simply is the reaction to another movement of energy.  It is energy reacting to energy.  To Itself.  It is neither good nor bad.  However, all movement is progress.  It is the movement itself that is what can be called “good.”

When the wind blows, she does not pick her direction.  She simply moves; sometimes fast, sometimes slow.  The same can be said for water, for fire and electricity, and for your planet herself.

Birth and death are movement too.  So is the act of saving a life or ending one. (And do not limit your definition of ending a life to refer to just a human one)  It is all just energy in motion.  It is all good.

If you learn anything in your life, learn this.

Understand this deeply.  Drink it into your mind.  Let it soak in.  Accept it.  Use it.  The knowledge of this one thing will eliminate almost all of human suffering.  It is the key to happiness.  It is what will enable you to move forward and progress physically, emotionally and spiritually.  Make the object of the energy, the movement, LOVE.  Make the reason for the movement LOVE.  Make the goal of the movement LOVE.  Your lives will become much easier to handle and work with on a daily basis.  Your mind will become free and at peace when this secret is held in your hand and shared with all others.

Be free.  Be at peace with yourself.  Be in LOVE with yourself.  You will never understand how you could ever have thought any differently.  But don’t wait, like some choose to do, until the moment of your death to come to this realization.  Accept it now.  Everyone does, some just sooner than later.

But regardless of what you choose to experience, it’s okay.  It’s all okay.

Take care and seek peace my friends,

Vince

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The Simple-Minded Eater

A simple bowl of simple stuff
A simple bowl of simple stuff

When it comes to food, I am a really too simple-minded. I think that is a good thing. Yet it can be boring. Which of course is why I like boring food to begin with:  It is simple.

I don’t particularly like eating at restaurants. They always seem overpriced to me. Maybe a better way to put is I that usually never see the value in it. The value for me, that is.

I was a vegetarian for about ten years. It was a difficult journey in a land of omnivores. My wife at the time, Stacey, was very supportive when I changed over – not because she joined me, or heard the same voices I heard – rather she adapted her, and our family’s, lifestyle around mine. I really appreciated that, nonetheless it was still difficult navigating a course through menu’s that always seemed to include meat.

My mom always asked me the same thing:  “You can still eat fish right?”

Sigh.

With a young family, fast food joints were always easy for us on the watch, the wallet and the mind. We used to do Wendy’s a lot because I could eat baked potatoes and Frosty’s; or Burger King because they used to have a veggie burger on the menu. Maybe they still do?  And fries don’t have meat in them – see where the difficulties arise?

I started eating meat again when I needed to lose a bunch of weight (the result of vegetarian bread and beer). I went on a very strict diet and exercise program that I felt needed to include protein from meat. I’ve been eating meat ever since, never very much, and rarely beef, but I am very close to being a total vegetarian again – and on the path toward vegan.

I’ve also been single again for almost 9 years now and cooking for yourself creates a whole other set of challenges that most of you are either familiar with or can figure out for yourself.

So my food-eating principles are pretty clear-cut. I eat as clean as possible:  Little or no processed foods. I like to jumble up all the nutrients my body needs into one dish or serving. I like to keep things simple.

So this means I usually prepare my meals en masse and then store them in single-serving containers to eat later. So it was this morning. I thought I’d share this very simple vincemeal with you.

Ingredients

– Two hands full of white potatoes, boiled then mushed up.

– A can of kidney beans, low sodium and rinsed anyway.

– Two carrots roasted.

– Turmeric, black pepper, red pepper seeds/flakes, ginger.

That’s it. Mixed together and as you can see, partitioned out into one serving for breakfast and four for later over the next few days. I was going to add some more protein by frying up some tempeh, but eh, I’ll use that for something else later.

Simple portions of simple stuff
Simple portions of simple stuff

Simple is as simple does.

Boring but that’s how I like it. A few dollars and I’ve got 5 meals. To me, this is more satisfying than anything I can get in a restaurant.

How do you like it?

Take care and seek peace my friends,

Vince

The Four Elements of Change

Change ALWAYS means the loss of one thing and the gain of another.

The ease or dis-ease of the Change is the result of how much control we have, or perceive we have, over the actual event. On one hand, if you are consciously creating Change in your life, then its occurrence will be expected.  On the other hand, if Change occurs suddenly and is unplanned, then we become surprised or shocked when it happens.

Regardless of whether we consciously plan Change or ifBeauty in Decay - Study #2 it occurs spontaneously, the surprise that most experience with Change is directly related to the time element involved. In many instances, even when we meticulously plan out change in our life, we become surprised at WHEN it arrives. Sometimes it takes too long for our liking. Sometimes it occurs immediately, or sooner than we expected.

In addition to these elements of time and control, loss of any type involves the individual journey through grief. Some journeys are short, like when one loses their favorite pen or the front door key. Other journeys are long, such as when our home burns to the ground or a beloved pet dies.

Yet, always at the end of the grief is redemption. We always gain something from Change; even if we are unaware of the nature of the gain. The loss of your front door key meant you had to get another one; and in the process you managed to smile at the clerk in the store and compliment her on her hairstyle and color. You feel better for it, and she gained the confidence and energy to make it through the rest of her shift.

The inherent turmoil of Change has no panacea. Yet, it occurs as naturally as the growth of your hair and fingernails. For yes, that too is Change! The impact Change has on our well-being is a direct relation to how we perceive the event. When the nail on your left big toe changes by growing a millimeter you are not in the least bit affected. When the nail on your right big toe grows into the skin and begins to inflame, you react differently. Loss and gain occur at the cellular level when that left big toenail is growing. Loss and gain occur at a more visceral level when the ingrown toenail on your right foot begins to swell and throb.

Other than powers of magnitude, how is your reaction to the changes in your toenails any different than your reaction to say, the loss of someone from your life?

The process and elements of the Change are the same. How you react can be the same too. What you feel will be different, most definitely. Learn the difference between how you react and how you feel. How? There is only one way – through self-examination.

When Change arrives and your reactions and feelings are confusing you, ask yourself these questions:

  • Am I in control of what is occurring or not?
  • How am I surprised at this?
  • Do I know and understand the grieving process?
  • What exactly have I lost so far, and what do I still stand to lose?
  • What exactly have I gained so far and what do I still stand to gain?

Change ALWAYS means the loss of one thing and the gain of another. Many times we have no idea of what we stand to lose or gain from a Change event. However, the elements of Change and the process of Change are static. It is only the form that is different.

Change has a very big role in divine creation. It is the spark that moves life forward. Change is progress. Always. Whether you agree or not. Whether you notice or not.

Take care, seek peace and keep listening to the voices.

Vince

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Be the LIGHT, but which one?

ImageI live in a city. Yet it doesn’t feel like a city sometimes. And that’s exactly one of the things I love about the city…..or at least this city – Savannah, GA.

For instance, here is the view out my bathroom window this morning: the corner of 36th and Whitaker Streets.

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And here is that view upon closer inspection.

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Light plays an important role in our lives does it not?

In what we see; how we experience a moment; what we feel; and ultimately who we are.

To me, the LIGHT in my life is a spiritual experience. I allow myself to notice the light. I allow the light to guide me. I allow the light in. I allow the light to shine through me. I allow the light to be there for someone else to notice.

At most…..that’s my plan each morning. Sometimes I close the bathroom window and put my sunglasses on! But at least…..there’s a plan.   

Yet which light do we notice? Which do we allow ourselves to identify with? Which light do we allow ourselves to become? To BE?

Is it the blue festival light hanging from the lamppost as in the picture at the top of this post; taken at a Blues, Jazz and BBQ festival on River Street in Savannah last weekend?

Or is it the light we see upon closer inspection?

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You decide.

Take care and seek peace my friends,

Vince

Want to Create Something Today?

Creating confusion...or not by vincegreen111058
Creating confusion…or not by vincegreen111058

 

 

 

 

 

I was surfing through some of my files and I came across this one I wrote over eight years ago.  The file was saved under the title “What I want to be.”  I’m going to share it with you today, not because I’m looking for confirmation that I have become or not become what I wanted to be; but rather because it has made me think about the act of creation.  My own personal creation theory, so to speak.

Here it is in its entirety followed by my current thoughts on it all:

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Vince Green:  Born in Philadelphia in 1958 – A Life to Live

“He Was Always Creating” – A commentary about Jerry Garcia’s life.

Now:  As of November 26, 2005, in answer to the question, “What do I want out of the rest of this life?”

  • I want to help others.
  • I want to heal others.
  • I want to create.
  • I want to create art.
  • I want to create powerful written words.
  • I want to create powerful pictures.
  • I want to create powerful photographs.
  • I want to create powerful music.
  • I want to create story.
  • I want to connect and pull people together.
  • I want to help people remember who they, are in relation to God (All That Is).
  • I want to teach.
  • I want to coach.
  • I want to mentor.
  • I want to talk to others.
  • I want to have fun.
  • I want to be with other people.
  • I want to create with other people.
  • I want to make other people feel good.
  • I want to smile all the time.

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Naturally I first asked myself, “Have I accomplished these things?”  The immediate insight I came upon was that YES! I have achieved some of them…..but then NO – I have not, really.  I have discovered that over most of those eight years the only thing I have accomplished, in fact perfected, is the experience of WANTING.

Look back at each of the things, these goals, I wrote down.  Each line item begins with the words “I want to.”  Over the years I have definitely become an expert in wanting.  I have created for myself a constant condition of wanting something.

Now the dilemma with creating a condition of wanting is it implies, by definition, that there is something I do not have.  When I want something I say to myself, “I do not have it.”  Even if I do already have some of something and I want more, it implies I had something but now do not.

For instance, I have some money.  But I believe I do not have enough so I want more.  I have replaced the experience “having money” with the experience of “wanting money.”  In this case “more of the money.”

So what have I created?  An experience of HAVING (some money)?  Or an experience of WANTING (more or enough money)?

You may say, “Vince, what the hell are you talking about?  Having, wanting, these are all nuances of language….minor details.  What difference does it make?”

To some, maybe no difference at all; to me, it makes all the difference in the world.  I believe the divine universal power, the ultimate creator, god, whatever you chose to call it, connects most intimately with us in the details.  In the nuances of our existence. In our experiences.

I mean your god doesn’t come up to you and bop you over the head and say “Hey stupid, do this don’t do that!”  Does it?

Well maybe on that rare occasion; but for the most part no, the messages come to us quietly, almost un-noticed.  In fact it seems we really need to pay close attention to life in order to get anything out of it, would you agree?  Otherwise life seems like just one big ball of confusion, eh?

At least that has been my experience…..I’ve done a very good job at creating a big ball of confusion for myself!

Oh god what now by vincegreen111058

Oh god what now by vincegreen111058

 

So, to get back to my point:  If I am going to create myself as a person who helps others – then I must BE that person who helps others (I must HAVE the experience of helping others).  And not BE that person who WANTS TO help others.

Helping to create story
Helping to create story

Enough creating for now.  Hopefully I didn’t just create one of those big balls of confusion for you!

 

 

Take care and seek peace my friends,

Vince

Connecting With Your Higher Power

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Being new to a city is a beautiful experience. Every day is a different adventure. Every moment fresh. Around each corner – some wonderful surprise.

Last Saturday in my adopted hometown – Savannah, Georgia – the Savannah College of Art and Design (SCAD) held its annual Sidewalk Arts Festival. It is an event held in the grand Forsyth Park.  Current, past and potential SCAD students get their own square of sidewalk, a big box of chalk, and the opportunity to create whatever they want in that little piece of real estate.

The results were absolutely amazing. Blew my mind away. Hundreds and hundreds of little works of art, created in just a few hours with chalk and water. All created knowing that the creation would be lost to a power washing first thing Monday morning.

Would you try to create something beautiful knowing that it would be destroyed immediately afterward? If you would, could you do so with any real enthusiasm or passion? I mean, why bother right?

I’m certain you can probably think of a couple reasons you might want to bother.

Yet, have you thought that one reason might be to get closer to your higher power, the God of your understanding? That which you find to be divine. Your creator. Whatever name you choose to call All That Is in this universe.

Maybe you thought that. Probably not.

I have found that I get closest to the divine when I am doing something that I get totally lost in. Something that completely takes me away from the time and place I think I am in. Something that quite literally takes my breath away I am so involved in it – like I forget to breathe.

Now when I was not attuned to thinking in this manner, I experienced these moments as a pause in my mind chatter; a moment of unexplained clarity of sense-of-self; a deep inner peace which I felt like I almost overlooked.

Only when the idea was placed in my head that these were moments of something very special did I begin to pay more attention to them. Not the kind of attention that comes to you before you start something; and not necessarily the kind of attention that comes to you while you’re doing something; but the kind of attention where you notice that you have been somewhere special just on that edge of doing and finishing.

That “AHA!” moment where you know you have been in a deep connection with All That Is in the universe. Ironically found while focusing on just one little thing.

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Like a square of sidewalk.

Art, or more specifically the action of art, is a perfect example of this focus. Art is quite simply, the process of creation itself. One of those points where we deeply connect with our own Creator – by doing the very thing a Creator does:  Create.

So enjoy these pictures of a few SCAD students connecting with their higher power. Creating beauty.

Take care and seek peace,

Vince

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